Celeb-Similarity (Looks)

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Hatred

Lying down with the most numb, empty and lost eyes…
The rhythm of my heartbeat has disappeared, yet it never dies.

The explosion of my fiery blood, thrashing into my pale veins…
I feel more helpless than a prisoner crowned by thorns, grabbed forcefully by chains.

The feeling of betrayal has left me trapped into walls of stones...
So dull, brittle, raw and echoes of agonizing moans!

The question WHY occurs repeatedly into my void mind…
Lot of inner-noise haunting me, nothing’s left for my deaf ears to find.

My soul’s ailing, baring sufferings n’ endurances through her rigid guns...
That soul aint no God, instead belongs to the race of humans.

I don’t want to abandon this esteemed journey of LOVE.
But how do I reciprocate this buried HATRED for her…

"I hate you."

-Ady

Pieces

It all began when the sun of faith was going down
And we started wrapping stronger frowns

Those harsh words pierced my chest
In all silence; were my tears at rest

She doesn't love me anymore, that i know
And all my love, I couldn't even show

The body within had withered out it's life

She wasn't my love anymore; nor my lifelong lovable to-be-wife

I drowned into priceless memories and shed another

But all I wanted was her; entire lifetime further

Pieces; Picked one..

But shattered so tiny, could re-build none.

Could re-built none .

- Ady

Initial note

Let me begin with the words i often land up writing on the initial page of every notebook.

"Likhu aaj kuch..

Yeh waqt ka takaza hain..

Dil mein dard, abhi bhi taaza hain..

Gir padte hain aansu mere kaagaz par..

Lagta hain, kalam mein syahi kam aur dard zyaada hain."