The State of My Fate

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Returning home filled with joy
Holding that honor up close
I was jumping around like a toy
Chanting those expressions of prose

The stage was glorifying, so was I
Anxious, teary, conceited and famed
Standing there wordlessly, I try
To thank, and acknowledge being named

“Upbringing four, bordered by grime
Maa died soon, separating the rest
Convincingly I indulged in crime
Wrecking the right, failing the test

I chose what she mumbled on her deathbed
Clutching those words to decontaminate
‘Destiny is choice, son; not chance.’ she said
And I laugh, upon the state of my fate”

While sitting on the couch I stare, I pry
What an irony for this memento to fray
I wish it wasn’t true, particularly the wry
“Well played, well played indeed.” I say

And I laugh again, upon the state of my fate.

Speed Deed

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Kicking into a rising rage
Striding under those glistening rays
A frigid storm shivers my cage
And I hustle in many, many ways

Speed conquers us, additionally me
Racing across that preventable spree
Influencing dual momentum, I see
Is it me, us, or is it thee?

Letting the cage loosen today
Shrieking into wind’s serenity
Streets on hills, heaps and the bay
Fuming and firing, oh what a pity

Melody sways along every turn
Lyrics add grief to mood’s play
Burn a li’l more beloved fury, burn
Time for my speed deed, I say

Letting my arms free into the air
Overcoming speed prevails its cause
I collide, I realize, I pity, I bare
As I lay there and I hit pause

And I hit pause.

- Adarsh Munjal
[13th February, 2010]

Lost Love Dire

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Tossing down flowers on the aisle
She looks at me with trusted glee
Oh adorable sinned juvenile
I wish you knew, but so not he

I was young and blooded then
Topping felony with another
Confessions were bedridden
And I was gone far, far, further

Returned with sacred insanity
Continued the tale of misery
All I had was culpability
Sulk, sorrow, self-pity

Lonesome gruesome decade
I tried exploring a career and me
Shaken steps towards your escapade
Not mere guilt, but you, soulful thee

Still unsure, unholy, unfaithful
I, lucky to find you, alas not he
Following was obvious yet dreadful
Unsustainable enough to renovate, to see

Accepting this final redundant bond
Still clueless, still vile, but so free
Grasping consciousness, I sit by the fire
Forgetting, forgiving our lost love dire.

Our lost love dire.