Ode To My Family by The Cranberries

I have always loved you, papa.
But I've never been able to figure out the reasons beneath your hatred for me.
We stay together, but I still miss you..

This one's for you Dad.


Ode to My Family by The Cranberries [Lyrics]

Understand the things I say
Don't turn away from me
Cause I spent half my life out there
You wouldn't disagree
D'you see me, d'you see
Do you like me, do you like me standing there
D'you notice, d'you know
Do you see me, do you see me
Does anyone care

Unhappiness, where's when I was young
And we didn't give a damn
'cause we were raised
To see life as a fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
Did she hold me, when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Ol he liked me, does anyone care

Understand what I've become
It wasn't my design
And people everywhere think
Something better than I am
But I miss you , I miss
'cause I liked it, I liked it
When I was out there
D'you know this, d'you know
You did not find me, you did not find
Does anyone care

Unhappiness was when I was young
And we didn't give a damn
'cause we were raised
To see life as fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
Did she hold me, when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Ol he liked me, does anyone care

Does anyone care?

Teri Talaash

In anjaan raahon mein,
Bejaan fizaaon mein,
Yeh sehmi-sehmi si aankhein,
Na jaane kisey dhundh rahi hain…

Un beetein hue palon mein,
Chotti chotti si galiyon mein,
Har waqt ki aahat mein,
Na jaane kisey dhundh raha hoon main..

Iss lambey safar mein,
Shor ke beech sanaatein mein,
Kagaz aur syaahi ki uljhi hui baaton mein
Na jaane kisey dhundh raha hoon main..

Meri Sisakti hui in saanson mein,
Rooh ki pukaar mein,
Yeh khaamosh zubaani mein,
Na jaane kisey dhundh raha hoon main..

Chubti hui in aankhon mein,
Gunjhti hui in raaton mein,
Bheegi-bheegi si yeh palkein..
Na jaane, kyun niraash hoon main..

Tu shaayad yahi hain,
Yahin-Kahin hain…
Lekin mere paas toh koi bhi nahi.
Kahin mujh mein hi kho gaya hoon main..

Teri talaash abh bhi adhuri hain..
Na jaane kisey dhund raha hoon main.

-Ady

Celeb-Similarity (Looks)

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

Hatred

Lying down with the most numb, empty and lost eyes…
The rhythm of my heartbeat has disappeared, yet it never dies.

The explosion of my fiery blood, thrashing into my pale veins…
I feel more helpless than a prisoner crowned by thorns, grabbed forcefully by chains.

The feeling of betrayal has left me trapped into walls of stones...
So dull, brittle, raw and echoes of agonizing moans!

The question WHY occurs repeatedly into my void mind…
Lot of inner-noise haunting me, nothing’s left for my deaf ears to find.

My soul’s ailing, baring sufferings n’ endurances through her rigid guns...
That soul aint no God, instead belongs to the race of humans.

I don’t want to abandon this esteemed journey of LOVE.
But how do I reciprocate this buried HATRED for her…

"I hate you."

-Ady

Pieces

It all began when the sun of faith was going down
And we started wrapping stronger frowns

Those harsh words pierced my chest
In all silence; were my tears at rest

She doesn't love me anymore, that i know
And all my love, I couldn't even show

The body within had withered out it's life

She wasn't my love anymore; nor my lifelong lovable to-be-wife

I drowned into priceless memories and shed another

But all I wanted was her; entire lifetime further

Pieces; Picked one..

But shattered so tiny, could re-build none.

Could re-built none .

- Ady

Initial note

Let me begin with the words i often land up writing on the initial page of every notebook.

"Likhu aaj kuch..

Yeh waqt ka takaza hain..

Dil mein dard, abhi bhi taaza hain..

Gir padte hain aansu mere kaagaz par..

Lagta hain, kalam mein syahi kam aur dard zyaada hain."